addiction . afflixion . mindless affection .

2005-01-29T05:07:00.000-08:00

OKIES SO THIS IS TO ALL THOSE WHO WANT TO KNOW ABOUT MY LIFE ! PLEASE COME DIRECTLY AND ASK ME HOW MY DAY WENT :D THANKYOU !

2005-01-29T05:03:00.000-08:00

hahahahahhaah :) this blog is dead already REST IN PEACE. CAN COME AND PAY RESPECTS :)

k this is specially for MOX who keeps asking me to update ! okie so today there was guides competition :D so fun so fun! actually not quite lahh but the spirit was there and it was quite fulfilling :)

im bored im bored cny is coming! moneyyyyy! come to meee!

2004-11-13T04:38:00.000-08:00

hellooo! the great me is here to help cheryl with her links!! this girl doesn't know who to link people and complains that she takes a century to link people! haiyoh! linking is such a simple thing! cheryl ang u had better learn it fast okie! okies anyway cheryl ang is officially away from the comp even though i was like talking to her like 5 mins ago? she's always away even though her status says she's online so please don't get deceived man! i dunno what she does when she's away though. probably doing the household chores. like that time when i was talking to her, she disappeared as usual cuz it was raining and she had to take in the clothes! haiyoh! no wonder you're known as cinderella!

ooh and did i tell you that she's marvellous at cleaning the toilet too! and she lovess to earn money and gets it from tutoring her sec2 cousin (whom she claims, towers over her cuz he's ten times bigger in size!). so if anyone needs to clean their house, get things done up, you know who to approach yeah! hahaha!

cinderella's also supposed to watch princess diaries 2 with mee! but i dunno when cinderella has time! maybe when her evil stepmother and sisters go to the ball den she can "zao" to watch movie with me mann! okies i guess that's about it! i hope cinderella's pleased with her entry! ((: ciao!!

xoxo,
sandra (the great one of course!)

2004-11-12T15:03:00.000-08:00

haha letsee its a boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring sat. its 3.01pm and cheryl is officially starting to get bored. it just stopped raining so life slows down. what crap.. hmmm anyway ytd was damn fun :D me went out to watch taxi wooohooo! gisele bundchen is damn hot! if I could only buy her legs which loook reallly goood mine are like stumps! okies thats a bit mean to myself but yeah! :P

there's an emptiness can you feel it?

hahaha i am realllly bored only the dead can revive me !! many many movies i wanna watch!! me!! me!!! anyways music on perfect ten is starting to harden my ears :( but they are still nice hmmmm how does that make sense? i dont know but now there is this really irritating song which is playing haha

hohohoho merry christmas ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta
cant wait cant wait !!!!! I hope it'll be fun anyhow :) :] :D :P

minxin herreeeeee!

2004-11-07T20:48:00.000-08:00

-applause-

the great and nice minxin has come to save this stagnant blog.. like owner, like blog. meaning, cheryl's dead! heh. and this is the perfect time to crap as much as i want since cheryl told me to write rubbish and erm... also to take revenge for wad she did to my blog the other time!

hahahahaas. and i tell u, she renamed herself to cinderella! so if u have any chores to do, feel free to get FREE help from her! but something to think about, is she as pwettie as cinderella? nahhhhhh. hehhhhhh (: think im gonna get killed for this!! (:

cheryl loves ... ... ... meeeeeeeee! ahhaaas. cheryl ang! is this supposed to be "en ai" that we were trying to act like the other time? hahaaaaas. better not mention it here, i'll get killed. :D cheryl's like a jailed bird at home. she's stuck at home! anyone is willing to save her? can look for her. heh.. im another jailed bird! ahhahahahas. nvm. we shall look forward to going sentosa! yeah!

heh.. that's all for this entry. i shall invade another time!

loveee,
minx

2004-09-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

ahs SANDRA ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but she doesnt rock my socks she rocks my shoes but I rock more :D

2004-09-06T20:30:00.000-07:00

stuffs happening too fast im in this misery and dispair. I dont noe wads happening. what happened to last time what happened to happiness its not in reach. I have lost touch im not what I used be anymore. I cant seem to catch that distinct image of me theres no familiarity in it. I need a miracle. no no a prayer. I just want everything to work and not as shitty as it is now. life's so ironic.

let's just go back to the beginning. everything will work out.

okies hols now hmmmmmm boring yay! at least aihua's taking me out tmr gah cant wait for da beeg treat :D love it when she comes sudden haf this exhilerating feeling like im so liberated and enlightened :P okies this makes her sound like some monk hmmmmmmm but heck girl talk's fun. keeps me thinking. oh yeah!

im starting to break someone piece me back

2004-09-04T05:59:00.000-07:00

you have the potential to piss me off :)

superficial

2004-09-01T17:27:00.000-07:00

dont over rule me.....

ahs tchers day :) holiday!! another of God's wonderful creations for me to relax :P went to watch anacondas with huiling :Pand the day before went to watch err stepford wives reallli realli good :)

cant you see ur ruining me....

I wanna run run run away.everything seems so blur. everythings failing but I dont say a thing. I'm lost still and noone can point out the way for me

oh yeah william hung ish seriously poo man if william can sing so can I :)

2004-08-28T07:19:00.000-07:00

why am i creating a lie just to run away from it? it doesnt make sense. its gonna snowball the stuff just keep rolling up into this massive slosh and its just gonna bury me..ackkk wad can i say? I'm just not good enough.. you keep forcing me and I keep backing away. seriously speaking I dunno what Im doing first this then now that I always get into this kinda shit. why? coz Im not strong enough.

I thought it would go away but it aint
its coming back to look for me
its like retribution
what am I going to do
I need someone to guide me
I'm not strong for this
only you lord only you can help me

im just screwing my life up.

Hold me in Your arms
Never let me goI
wanna spend eternity with You
I stand before You,
LordAnd give You all my praise
Your love is all I needJesus,
You're all I needMy life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all I needJesus,
You're all I need
Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You
[Chorus:]And now that You're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different,
LordAnd I know I'm not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with YouI wanna be with YouAnd I
will sing for You always'Cause
in Your presence God is
where I wanna stay

-im lost-

hoon!

2004-08-26T14:54:00.000-07:00

okies yay! havent been blogging for like 896975507250769652 years -pbbbbbbbbbbbbt- stooopid blogger dun let me in so rubbish one! okies must do shout outs first :) okies okies :):) here goes :D

wanl :thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou i love you coz you help me put up my tag board but must rem to forget my blogger password k! or i'll kill you! havent toked to you in a looong looong time but im too lazy to climb many many stairs up just climb 20 steps then panting alredi...cheryl is growing old :( forgive meeee but I must drink more mwilk!!! GOT MILK?

mox:ahs seee now me haf blog can write shout outs to you alredi...hmmmm letsee you wrote me three or four? uncountable lah! aniways guides cannot tahan alredi!!!! ah and guess wad Im supposed to be stand in PL for my grp grrrrrrr which means alot of scoldings if i forget the venues their supposed to go to! mox! help! yeah you noe me I cant do this kinda serious stuff and just listen for instructions! must got action one!!! ahhhhhhhh oh yeah and dun tell lao ying abt wad i did she'll just dao me :( love you love you thanx :) <3 TMR GOT ORAL HOR GD LUCKKK mox eng so pro obviously can ace riteeee :)

charm: my dearest partner I shall dedicate this wholeeeeeee entry to you starting at 2.38pm..... okies now ish 2.38 pm alredi haha. hmmmm my first shoutout to you letseeeee todae got alot of things happened. haha its so dumb that we write in super small handwriting I just hope one day mr tang catches us and I'll just hafta magnify his glasses to see wad were writing:) muscle pain alredi :P hey dun be tooo bothered by the stuffies k! its their view point cant do anything to change it not even slapping the shit out of them helps just let them discover slowly by themselves if not its their loss if they noe riteee coz you are such a nice person *cough cough* ahem* but of course cheryl nicer lah!!!!! I shall bring more fooood on mon :) kk

todae ish wad day?! ahs friday :) TGIF!!!!! WOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!! freedom tmr uh huh uh huh uh huh :) wellll nth much happened in sch todae just the usu. freaking out toking getting scolded its like sooo stereotyped now----------> my day.
1. wake up
2.shower(must be cleannn)
3. eat breakfast (milo)
4.try and rush to sch before the bell rings
5.walk back to class
6.start toking to charm
7.lesson start ut we dun noe coz too engrossed in toking
8. pretend to do work and tok
9.get scolded
10.eat recess
11.got more lessons (ZzZzZzZz)
12.time to go hme!!!! (charm is sad coz she is leaving cheryl and cannot see her for another 16 hrs there abt until nxt day in sch:P)

but todae was unusual day! it was small hand writing day! and errrrrrrr suddenly forgot darn! aniway write down charm's testimonial for me :)

hello cheryl! haha this is my testimonial for you.lets see! I knew you from way back in primary school and I always saw you as this swimmer girl in mrs yew's class and oh! you had a real soft voice tooo!! oh no....I wanted this to be real neat now its not :( anyway. yes. cheryl is one retarded girl who loves to do stupid things with me. Cheryl's friends are much tinnier than her but she still gets bullied like mad. you'll never fail to see cheryl
1. without shoes/shoe/socks/sock
2.without hairtie
3.without her hp/wallet

maybe its because cheryl is so nice. so no one cares. you can do all of the above to her and you'll never see her pissed. Wonder why toooo. she doesnt need anger management courses. and oh yeah cheryl loves to whine when she cant get stuff. she'll go....so the wittle bittle poofums died? or sth like that then she puts her puppydog sad face like that. thats ultimate whining for you.cheryl lets me copy her hmework and test answers or rather we discuss test answers. haha. but cheryl is a very very clever girl she can do her work at the last min and always manages to finish. amazing. i'll never forget the time we got lost on the mrt and ur sis called us bloddy stupid :) and we'll keep jumping for God yeah?

-charm/

I DO NOT WHINE!!!!!
oh yeah Im startingt o enjoy the guy tok in the car everytime my daddy sends me hme aft sch. he toks to his frens abt his fren having an affair. I keep like so quiet im non-exisitant but still its the listening that counts :P aniway go shower alredi I smell "like onions" direct quote frm nicole richie...hrm I dun reallli like her

there she stands

2004-07-31T01:17:00.000-07:00

When the night
Seems to say
All hope is lost
Gone away
But I know
I'm not alone
By the light
She stands

There she waves
Faithful friend
Shimmering stars
Westward wind
Show the way
Carry me
To the place
She stands
Just when you think it might be over
Just when you think the fight is gone
Someone will risk his life to raise her
There she stands

There she flies
Clear blue sky
Reminds us with red
Of those that died
Washed in white
By the brave
In their strenth
She stands

When evil calls itself a martyr
When all your hopes come crashing down
Someone will pull her from the rubble
There she stands
We've seen her flying torn and tattered
We've seen her
stand the test of time
And through it all
the fools have fallen
There she stands
By the dawns
Earlt light
And through the fight
She stands

-------there she stands by michael w smith

nice nice love this song :)

THANKGODITSFRIDAY!!!! :p

2004-07-30T03:43:00.000-07:00

ah well wad can I say TGIF :D the days realli pass fast this week though I din realli feel it. everything's starting to fall into pieces and for once I actually noe why..and konwing it just wears me down fast FAST!!!!! you noe wad the ironic history that we had just overrides everything... Am I sad? eeenimeeni mine mooooooooooo yes no yes no yes no yes no yes no yes no frankly I dunno heh best ans in the world :D thank the person who made that word :D

sigh just found out its not onli one person its two!!!!! geeeeeeeeeee. my life realli stinks ahh well shldnt complain too much bet everyone's much worse off than me yeah...ahh wellllll I shall just shuddup and play the game nicely :D

ahhh welll aside frm those shitty stuff sch was boring bordem shitty assy crappy stooopidy eeky grossy and all the other nuts words to describe stooopid sch! grrrr. well as usu mrs lee complained such a backstabbing freak-o if she was my friend I wld haf punched her teeth off lah! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeritating ediot..... she can realli mask up very very extra extra the well man! shit her!

-lost-

2004-07-28T03:21:00.000-07:00

okies okies this is B A D havent blogged for like a veri long time... ahs sch was boring as usu :P but charm and I were scared that we wld be separated grrrrr its realli scawry we just kept staring at fifi but thankgdness she din move us :P how thankful am I ? OH GOSH VERI THANKFUL LAH!

oh well wad can I say life stinks as usu.....grrrr just dont seem to be performing as well lately :P oh wellllllll I have decided to try listen in classs.... TRY.... but of course if cheryl does not tok during any class its ONE. the tcher is in a bad mood TWO. cheryl has a sorethroat.THREE. cheryl is not in sch :p. FOUR charmaine is not in sch (which is rarely :D)... wahahha yeah so basically i hafta get some discipline man!!!!

this seems harder than ever.... I feel like I have let you down... haf I? ur always there for me okies not always but you pretend to listen ritee! I feel so shit if I dun listen and be there when you need me :( life sucks huh....I dun ever want this to end you noe ..... I realli treasure you :P or am I just kidding myself again.... bleah....life sux HARD!!!!

-no understatement

indignation----- :)

2004-07-23T09:42:00.000-07:00

okies stupid me went to accidentally click and click on the create button on blogspot for like 2964976549026459 times and the whole template went blank like zip no more!!!!!! shocked k! lucky din haf heart attack :P

kk back on pt darn TGIF(thank God it's fridae :P) can so die slog my shit out almost every shittifying day esp this is test week. had many many setbacks lah mommie nagging ehhhs dun even noe why I call her my that oh-so-cute name when I cld actually just slit her neck or I cld just like burn up the hse when she slps but obviously I wont burn myself up too lah! that'll be such sad news if I burnned myself up :P the world will weep for me !!!!
darn nowadays coming to sch half dead and THAT IS SO NOT ME! my eyebags just like expanded half a cm. am I depressed like shit or wad?! thankfully my dad's coming home on sat and he can just go stick sticky tape on my bitchy mom's mouth man! that SHUDDUP! hah like wad cheng gong said on mom's day go play your mom the shuddup song by black eyed-peas oh that so rocks man!!!!

dun see how pple can actually live sucking up to another person of the same level. It's like their profession or sth......."Hi my name is blah blah....and my profession is sucking up :D" argh go get a life man! walked to the bus stop wif mox todae and stuff just made me go thinking like how it's so unworth it to actually stay on and see those suckers no wait correction man-made leechers feed on others........ahhhh perfect ten just makes me loose my concentration :P okies that it I lost track of wad I wanted to say.... was boggling my mind with all those thoughts and *poof* it becomes no more r-i-g-h-t.

---oh yeah here's sth that I rarely say :*ahem*

cheryl luvs <3 everyone who loves her toooo :) *thankyou*thankyou*

look at me! are you insane!

2004-07-19T21:44:00.000-07:00

grrrrrrr tired and dead beat wanted to pon sch todae but guess wad mom din allow "cheryl!!! must go to the parliment hse!!" grrr so super dumb! see wad?! see the seat where lee kwan yew sits so can check out how cool his butt fits the damn chair?! grrr got chem test tmr and boy am I super dead.
crapped todae wif elizabeth coz poor dearie cheng gong went hme even before sch started :P poor dearie hopes she gets well soon :) seee that proves a point dun eat tooo much chocos :P
life sucks like shit dunno wads wif fifi and french fries?! elizabeth and cheryl so how were the fries. did you fnish them? OH PWEASE!!GO GET A LIFE!

sigh pissed off todae racial harmony day and the onli gd thing was that I specially wore a sari just to get out of pr oh how saintly is that :P looked like some fat ass prancing arnd the sch shoulders damn broad then my waist almost felt like exploding coz yogee tied the skirt damn TIGHT. later get indigestion then die :P

ooooooooooh yeah must addd!!!!!! DANCERS ROX!!!!!!! soooo proud of min li, chengs and rummy :P did such a fantastic job shakin' their bottie :P I take such great delight in criticising pple ahhh heck....

lost in translation..

2004-07-16T09:10:00.000-07:00

okies okies here I am warming up the chair wif my buttt :P k finally done wif this blog gahhhhh bet I wont blog frequently since I am such a sluggger. shall not type such a looooong post my hands tired alredi :P crap.